“… is seeking you.”
~Rumi~

June 21st, 2012

As dawn called forth her chariot of day, riding up along the serpentine road, everything appeared as if in a blue and purple haze, with clouds dancing around us, and above us… tears flowed… this was sanctuary… feeling the energy from beneath our feet, I was immediately and strangely pulled to go downhill, but something else stopped me- the Temple of the Sun…

Having learned from my last time here that the sacred rocks found at Machu Picchu are metaphysical in nature, and carry powers to assist with the evolution of the soul- the powers held within the sun-dial of the Sun Temple are only activated during the summer solstice/cusp of magic which runs from June 19-24.. it should come to no surprise that because of these powers, team dark had arranged for the temple to be closed during these dates only, and arranged instead for visitors to view the temple from a terrace above, they even ripped out the surrounding ground to make it less accessible…

Feeling how team dark will stop at nothing to ensure these ancient energies remain untapped, I found the UNESCO director, and explained how important it was for me to visit the temple… I wasn’t here to take a picture, I was here to say a prayer… he wouldn’t allow it but said that I could go into the temple that was underneath the Sun Temple, which he claimed was more powerful than the sun-dial above… Upon entering, I understood what the director meant, I had no control over it- I could not stop crying, I could hardly breathe I was crying so hard, whatever this energy was, I needed to let it pass through me, I needed to feel…

I washed my face with the sacred waters from the adjacent water temple, and proceeded to find where I could be closest to the temple… passing by a number of women who were meditating, and all the tourists who had positioned themselves on the designated terraces to capture the solstice sunrise… I walked down directly to the temple, where I found myself completely alone in the Priestess chamber, and I cried… whatever I had just encountered underneath the temple was powerful, but that wasn’t why I was here…

At this moment, a llama appeared from out of no where.. it stopped in front of me, looked at me, and then proceeded to stand in the middle of two entrances… it was almost like it was protecting me… a women came from behind one of the entrances to take a picture, commenting how she needed to get away from the gringa’s above, and asked me why I was crying… I told her it was my birthday, I was called to the Sun Temple, and now I couldn’t get in… she continued to tell me that she was called here today as well, and all that matters is that I’m here, now, and it appeared as though the llama was guiding me to do whatever it is I needed to do…

As the sun came up from behind the sacred mountains, she hugged me and thanked me for allowing her to share my special day with her, and she left…

Like the sun casting her first light over the valley, it hit me… I didn’t come here to sit next to the sun temple and cry- I have never, ever followed any nonsensical rules made by man, ever… of all days and places, why the hell would I start listening to them now?!

I could no longer control my heart, nor my feet… heart pounding, I ran up the stairs, jumped over the barricade, climbed around the ledge, and into the temple, I touched the sundial, and gave her the best kiss I could…

Guards definitely came running after me, but their yells and whistles were clouded over by my angels who could not stop laughing… Walking away free into the energy, it was there I refound the Maori… he had originally arranged to be part of a tour, but had changed his mind upon the hopes that I give him the tour instead, so together we walked down…

Making sure to point out all the sacred rocks, I learned that you should only touch the rocks which are omitting a cool breeze, if it is a warm breeze, it is not meant for you now, depending on ones needs, it is different for everyone…

Approaching the temple of the Condor, I felt so much love upon feeling the energy from a stone, the Maori was compelled by his guides to take a picture of me, after which he began freaking out saying that he just captured my birthday present…

What appears to be orbs connecting my hands and feet to the sun, this was the first time I saw love, connecting with my being… (The picture I have above is a picture of the picture, I will repost once the Maori emails me the original).

Continuing down the path, it was just us, the sacred mountains, and the silence of the valley… felling strongly pulled to this strange window in the rock face, this was a vent, I knew where this vent led to… Walking a couple of feet further I saw the entrance to what appeared to be a cave… stepping into it, I knew this cave… It smelt like death had been here… I saw myself in this cave… but I remembered in the past life that brought me here, I was laid on a stone altar, and there was no altar here- I was so confused…

My Maori felt a part of me in the cave as well, and said that all he knew was that this was where my ceremony needed to take place… asking if I was ready to let go of something and take something back, I became terrified… so terrified, I tried to convince the Maori to do the ceremony outside but he wouldn’t allow it… I too knew, that deep inside, this was where I needed to be, now… the Maori became my teacher and taught me how to ground myself, to protect myself from the outside in, to be open from the inside out… and the ceremony commenced…

In an Incan-meets-Maori-karma-cleansing ceremony, I dived into a meditative state within what felt like an instant… I connected myself to Mother Earth, and I saw the kundalini serpent which transformed itself into a creature I didn’t even know existed… it had the face of a dog, the body of a serpent, and the wings of a giant bird… was this the sacred Incan trilogy of the Serpent, Puma, and Condor- combined into one??? what the…

Using a purifying condor feather, and light drops of a shamanic tonic, I felt myself forgive my past, and release myself of the pain, guilt and sadness associated with a former like, which had trickled into this life… I saw the face of guilt and pain disappear into the darkness, and I felt a euphoric wave of love fill its place… I was empty, and full, all at the same time…

The ceremony was over… stepping out from the cave things were… different 😉